Okay, so yeah my blogs are a bit few and far inbetween, I will work on that. a week ago I met up with a new girl, and im hardstruck for reasons why I should do this relationship already. Were not dating yet, which may be good, than again im not sure yet, im trying to learn alot about her but it hasnt been easy... Plus I really dont think she ever got over her last breakup (over a year ago). Its okay, Ive learned to deal with alot and so far ive found ways to look past her train of thought ...

And so ends yet another good day of work. My time scheduel is just, oh yeah, great! I wake up at 6:30 (yes, if you sense a rant of useless things coming on, your right) and head off to college, and be there at 8:00, Im there till about 4:30PM and work until about 9:30, I leave and head home and finally fall asleep around 12:00.... and this is every day. I dont mind the work part, I love my job, absolutly LOVE IT! but college is stressen me out. When I did home schooling I took Calculus (as yo...

Latly i've begun feeling a little more and more down in the dumps. I began thinkin to myself that there is a part of me that is beginning to miss her (former g/f) and I just cannot let her go. My mother doesnt understand this and believes I should have moved on already, but every time I see her, I cannot avoid her, I cannot shut her out of my mind, I am distracted by her and loose all sense of direction when I see her. Its a pain that sleeps inside (off a song from Hoobastank) and in all seri...

Its funny how life is.... I know this is my first blog and all but now you can get a good aspect of how much life is. I am a 20 year old with the mindset of a 15 year old and the body of a 50 year old. Recently everything has pretty much gone on a downhill spiral. My girlfriend of over 2 years dumps me in February, literally 1 week after we got our pictures done together, telling me its my fauly practically. Then two days ago she starts talking to me again, but only to tell me shes seeing som...