Its funny how life is.... I know this is my first blog and all but now you can get a good aspect of how much life is. I am a 20 year old with the mindset of a 15 year old and the body of a 50 year old. Recently everything has pretty much gone on a downhill spiral. My girlfriend of over 2 years dumps me in February, literally 1 week after we got our pictures done together, telling me its my fauly practically. Then two days ago she starts talking to me again, but only to tell me shes seeing someone else now..... Im really happy for her and all but in the back of my mind when she told me all I wanted to do was fall to the ground and cry, and thats how much it hurt. I couldnt even look at her before this without wanting to cry. But thats okay, I started seeing someone else to keep my mind off it anyway, but both of us decided not to start dating until I finish college (I am taking CADD). Which is good, will keep me outta trouble! Today was bad as well, ended up backing up into someone.... not sure if its my fault or not yet, but the way it looking, it doesnt look so good for me. Dad wasnt so supportive about it, hes pretty mad at me.
Told my mom yesterday that I now plan on moving out of the house, I just need to be on my own now, thats all there is to it, people look at me and say I should have been out two years ago, yeah well, I should have, but I couldnt afford it than.... Cant really afford it now, but what am I gonna do? I cant live off my parents anymore without feeling guilty about it and its just a pain.
Two weeks from now I should be going camping, should take my mind off alot, and than a week after that I should be going to Massachusets so that will give me even more time to get my head clear. So anyway, my blogs should be more hardware and computer related after this blog *unless something else happens*..... so...... welcome to my blog site about computers and the pain that is my life!